All new Beginning

finally get in

2010-08-22T19:55:00.000-07:00

Hihi i have finally remember my password muhaha ! Now back to updating ! Recently just come back from a trekking trip in malaysia and it was super duper fun. Furthermore, the bonding between the juniors are getting closer. Hopefully we can get to know more abt the senior. MY life, is completely different nowadays. Experiencing things i did not encounter before, constantly thinking abt the solution to solve problems. It really drain my brain juice alot ! Today i am up for something exciting! woke up very early today ! muhaha

FInally it was solved

2010-05-24T22:48:00.000-07:00

I Cant stand it anymore . I cant hold back my feeling and tears. My heart is aching and tears starts to fall as he triggers the incident; the unforgettable past. I knew that he have doubted me ever since the incident happen. BUT Y DID U NOT SHOUT BACK AT ME ! WHY DID U WANT TO CONTINUE TO COMPROMISE ! I am so sorry that i have to use back the same method i used last december. It hurts, the both of us suffered, part of ur soul have been tormented by me. I am so sorry. Now watever i say will not be easily trusted by u . I can feel it. I will prove it to u with my actions . It will not happen again I promise . I wan this issue to end once and for all.

The unsolve problem

2010-05-23T22:29:00.000-07:00

Recently have been falling sick and was easily annoyed by the the slightest bit of noise around me. Furthermore, He and I are facing some misunderstandings that might resulted in breaking our relationship. It was my mistake to drift away and neglected your feeling in one way or another. But Y must u shout at me !!? Even after ample of attempts of asking for your opinion, YOU DID NOT EVEN VOICE IT OUT ! And now u are shouting back at me. Is it fair for me ?? NO ! I dont wan you to compromise so much that it will tired u all out. I am not a dictator ! I wan and demand for ur opinion! The person I fall for has begin to disappear. I am so lost I want answers ANSWERS ANSWERS.

After a long long fight

2010-05-14T08:42:00.000-07:00

Hi bloggy! It has been a long time since i lasted updated. Guess I was too lazy to type :) Recently just went for SPA FOC and was really enjoying it . Meet alot of new friends and do lots of silly things. *photos are posed on facebook ! I realised that I am beginning to lose the disciple to study and could not understand what the lecturers was talking. Felt like a dumb kid sitting in the threater and copy notes without anything information processing in my brain. TERM TEST IS ON ITS WAY HERE ! got to buck up, pull up my socks and study ! Lucky enough I still gets my fair share of fun with baby. Though recently we thrash things out alot , to realise what each other wants, we still crazily in love with each other ! haha

Things have changed so much

2010-04-06T05:03:00.001-07:00

Today was my second time worrying for someone. Experiencing this kind of feeling was miserable and give one a sense of hopelessness. I knew that she will be alright at home, safe and sound but some part of me just can't stop worrying for her. It's like I am on some kind of drugs, addicted, to her presence. Now that she has fallen ill, I cant do anything to help, but just simply praying for her to recover. Three months have passed so quickly like a blink of an eye, without any notice, and I'll learnt plenty of emotions which I did not get to experience it before. She is a very special person to me, someone I could proudly called my personal teacher, my soul mate, my clone. She is always the one giving me the strength and support which I needed for every tough battles that lies ahead of my path. A new path will be surfacing to the both of us soon. We have to make countless decisions that will benefits ourself and each other. It's going to be difficult to manage our present relationship and there is a 50 percent chance we might end up giving it up. would we ? I am overjoyed that she have such confidence which assure me, that it will not change in the nearing future. However, there is always a "BUT" in every decision we are making. I also know that we have talked about this issue countless times, guess you are tired of it already I suppose? Still, I can't help but worried for the future. School starting soon and it's making me feel more anxious. Massive thoughts going through my mind and some how I simply can't find the answers to every question. Don't think you can provide me the answers I want. Prehaps time will tell everything and hopefully things will turn out well for us. Can't stop feeling this way after knowing her better. Every day we spent together make me even harder to part with you. God please help me....I hope that I am worthy for her and not let her sacrifice go in vein.

Truly in love with him

2010-03-28T08:39:00.001-07:00

Recently life have been exciting for me, due to someone in somewhere over the rainbow. Guess that I did not make a wrong choice after all on January 25th. Wonder how foolish and timid I was to face the issue in front of me during the last 2 years. If I have made the choice earlier,things could change too. It may not be as easy as now but definitely ease the headache I was having. Committment, trust , devotion, confidence,communication and patience are what I have learnt through it. However sometimes I do have second thoughts regarding how long it will last...afraid of getting hurt again like the previous time. Letting someone else know one's weakness, requires lots of courage and trust which are extremely impt to me. Got to admit,there is this person who truly earned my trust. Did not know how that person have so much patience for me, even willing to sacrifice his time for me, that make me realised how selfish I am . Thinking abt myself first,afraid of getting hurt and never thought that he will also suffer the same pain as me. I am so sorry ....I Think that things are getting so much better now ba..

Boredom

2010-03-23T05:10:00.000-07:00

This morning, I have did some insane activities which I did not thought I would. Lost some control along the way. In the afternoon, Cooked MAGGIE Noodles again XD kind of fall in love with it and practice my guitar in the afternoon. Having sore fingers now OUCh ! Guess that the next time i practise it will be better MUHAHA

HAppy Birthday daron

2010-03-20T22:58:00.000-07:00

On 19 march went out to have dinner with a gang of hot babes at TM swensens to celebrate my advance birthday. Having great time with each other companies. Thanks to wan peng, adibah and wuan yi, i have a hard time going back home that day ... haha plus my hand is being vandalised. SOme passenger on the MRT was like looking at my hand, wondering what i have done to myself haha.Anyway had a fun time too !

On 20 march, it was a RAINY day and I was forced into heels and dress. I was like OMG-ING all the way ever since i stepped out of my house.My mum was practically laughing at me and WARNED me not to FALL!*sobz how can i have such a mum man !. Reaching there at ard 10.45++ and have to wait for the LI LING for another 45 mins. It was my first time knowing that a singapore can actually lost in their own MRT station haha. After that went to watch Alice in the wonderland again with them. The air con in the cinema is frezzing cold. wanted to struggle for warm but it was not appropriate at that point of time. *sobz After that went to 313 to shop. LOts of sales going on especially ZARA ,COTTON ON and FOREVER 21. Plenty of ppl going these three shop to shop. Then after sending the other three girls to the MRT, Li ling , CH and I went to basement to do some cake decoration. First time for the both of them and they DID A PRETTY GOOD JOB ! have the cake there together with a glass of ice lemon tea. DID some funny things there till * according to li ling* ppl are staring at us. At around 6.30 off we go ...home sweet home.
PS: ALL pictures will be posted on facebook

Yummy FOod

2010-03-16T21:02:00.000-07:00

Today go out with Li ling, her sister and her mummy to suntec to eat KUishinbo. Although I felt weird that my own friends are serving me...but ultimately I have enjoyed myself . Had four rounds of food which caused Li Ling and I to not be able to walk [Too lazy already XD] After that went around suntec to shop.First top went into the "build your own bear" shop Omg after completion of one cute baby bear will cost us 100 plus over. *Ouch hole in the pocket. Our second stop, we went into new look to try on heels. It's my first time wearing it till so high. cant even walk properly while Li Ling can just walked so many rounds around the shoes shelves. X( I guess I am meant to not wear heels ba haha. If I were to wear probably trying to be taller than CH ba.If not I am perfectly fine with my current height ( which have shrank from 16* to 16*) Finished trying everything, her mummy called and off we go to orchard. Try on some feminine dresses with Li Ling and her younger sister while passing time. OMG I look totally weird in it. At around 5.40pm, I sent Li Ling and her family to the MRT and waited for CH outside of the control station. GOsh He looked fantastic in the black shirt. * Jaws Dropped. Watched "When in ROme" In cineleisure. Although I Have fell asleep at some point during the movie, due to my exhaustion, the movie is still quite interesting. * Thumbs Up

Justbeingmyself

2010-03-15T07:49:00.000-07:00

During this few weeks, my life have changed completely. I have experience things I did not think I would get a chance at it and found out that there is someone who know me more than myself. Its kind of weird and freaky though. Hopefully I can get to know that someone...

Fun FAir

2010-02-28T06:45:00.000-08:00

Today went to singtel in the early morning to Q up to change the plan ! Finally have 12 GB of internet assess. After that went to grandmother house for lunch and dinner. TO pass time i went to li ling house to play and chitchat. PLus we did lots of funny things ! wahaha

Realisation(2)

2010-02-20T05:33:00.000-08:00

Recently my life have changed 360 degree. I have experience things I never would thought will happened. It was very surprising that I actually enjoyed it alot haha. However I also started to wonder, how long exactly I would get to enjoy such treatment. Am I too paranoid to think of such staff at this early stage? I guess I am. Gosh how much I hope I have enough confident to face it and stop predicting what would happened ! It might helps to reduce some of the burden I am currently carrying. I tried to follow my heart and pressed the button. I am very happy that finally I have gathered enough courage to do it but now ... having to think of the next problem I know that is coming, really scare the hell out of me. Things are going quite smoothly but somehow I felt that it's too good to be true and a big disaster is striking soon. OMG

Realisation

2010-02-20T05:03:00.000-08:00

Suppose to go give out flyer today for my aunty. Unfortunately all the piles of papers are in the car which have been send to repair. Therefore equal to have to do some house visiting with my parents. It was extremely boring sitting at the couch doing nothing even though there is a dog accompanying my sister and I. The dog's name is call Jacky. He is very adorable.

HAppy CNY

2010-02-13T08:23:00.001-08:00

Happy Chinese New Year !! Having great fun at work yesterday. Was surprised that my manager join in the fun with us. The other staff practically throw the Yu Sheng so high that it hits the ceiling and make a big mess. Poor Roselle who was doing table setting have to clean up the mess wahhaa. went back to grandmother hse for reunion dinner. So long did not see her already but she is still as cute as ever wahhaa. After that went to CHinaTown with my family. OMG it is super crowded. CAnt even move a single step. The goodies now are extremely cheap now. Selling 2kg of sweets at 3 bucks! Bought back alot. Think its going to take ages to finish it up already

Celebration Night

2010-02-08T08:01:00.000-08:00

Woke up early in the morning to job and exchange money for mummy at the POSB bank. To my surprise the bank was not really crowded! After that went back home to slack for awhile before meeting Villi at bugis. Bought a new bag, CHinese New Year clothes, Some Green items and a gift for villi . Today can say is our last day having dinner with her ...so sad. Then went to Far EAst plaza to take bus to great world Kuishinbo to eat. OMG the things they served is so much better than SUntec one in a way. Have the table filled with food, cant finish for sure wahaha lucky they did not charge us extra money. Saw our boss there as well gosh. Went to shop with alex after dinner and I did something absurd to her Oops!

Sec one camp fire 2010

2010-01-15T23:35:00.000-08:00

Today went to work early in the morning and was almost late. Thank goodness one of my work mate called me to check where my location is. Today was pretty tiring as we have a lot of work in customers. Went to give out flyer again today. It was the most boring task thus i pledge that i will never take up what ever job that mainly concentrated on giving out flyers. To my surprise there is a celebration today at kuishinbo for january babies wahaha Thus we get to eat lots of delicious food. After that went back home to face the music. 3o mins of "music enjoyment " off we go to downtown east for dinner. Ate sushi for dinner [ what a rare opportunity ] then went back to school for sec one orientation camp fire. This year is much more hyper as compare for the past 2 years. I guess, we student runs it better than the external trainers ba wahaha in certain aspect i think. Overall I have enjoyed my day !

Happy New year 2010

2009-12-31T09:12:00.001-08:00

Happy New Year every one. Wish u all the best for this brand new year. Just finish celebrating with my working mates wahaha. receive a G string from my MANAGER lor !!!!!

Merry Christmas

2009-12-28T20:32:00.001-08:00

BAck from HOliday !!!!!! Misses my bed badly ! The trip was awesome as we get to eat alot of good food such as aisam laksa, penang rojak, fried carrot cake etc. Each of the dishes have their own unique taste XD. To my surprise, people actually eat pig's blood. It wasn't in liquid form but in solid ! It does not have any special taste, but can be quite disgusting if one consume too much of it. ITs not healthy too. In the night, my uncle and I went out to get some local delicacy and try out their brand of alcohol as well. [ put on alot of weight thats for sure, at the rate we are eating ] Then went to thailand by bus. Thus spent majority of the time sleeping. Get to experience the different style of toilet they have...some does not even have a door! Visited lots of temple and shopping malls! kind of prefer singapore ones. haha.

This is the pig's blood

Christmas 09

2009-12-21T07:11:00.000-08:00

Went to work in the morning.... And WAS SUPER BUSY THE WHOLE MORNING !!!!!!! changed the trolley for more than 5 times and feeling rather exhausting. After that meet up with Jordon at around 6.30pm to go orchard enjoying the christmas lightings. It was so beautiful... we went to watch princess and the frog as well. Haha...Lots of funny parts.

Off day

2009-12-20T01:49:00.000-08:00

WAhoo... Today is my OFF DAY !!!!!!! I am so happy. Able to sleep till noon. However when i walk out of my room.. I bang straight into the wall. Now having a Big Big "balaku" OMG 2mr how to go work, with the big big thingy !!!! gOSH. BAKEd Some cookies today as well... Its tastes not bad ...but the standard drop already.Ai yo yo Anyway the cookies is black because i use too much coco powder!!!!!! NOt over bake ok !

BUffects

2009-12-16T07:25:00.000-08:00

Today worked morning shift so I am FREE This Entire AFTERNOON from 4pm onwards!!!!!! muhaha. When back home to enjoy a good bath and take a quick nap before meeting wan peng for dinner. We ate alot... one full table of food. Muahaa. Others look at us like crazy fellows.

ommg

2009-12-14T18:10:00.000-08:00

Woke up quite early today... head spinning this few days. I guess I am falling sick very soon. Haiz. Oh well I have decided to make a Bento this morning for my friends as i have nothing to do plus i need to save up money muhaha ... Its my first attempt.

wow wow wow

2009-12-11T07:03:00.000-08:00

Today went to escape theme park with my younger cousins. [ our parents should go in with us well but all are afraid of heights so they ended up watching movie and bowling] We started off with the pirate ship, took the extreme end seats and one of my cousin almost puke. Its was quite addictive actually then when to play wet and wild . Got ourselves wet and went back to play the pirate ship again so that we can air dry our shirt. Played about 15 times of it, trying every row of seats at the same time to check out which is the best and the worse seats. muhahah. However, majority of the thrilling games were gone. Not sure y but ... still we enjoyed it quite alot.

Over and Over again

2009-12-10T07:39:00.000-08:00

Hi Hi. Just finish working night shift with Alex today. Today was not as big as tuesday because it is less crowded. Stand for 5 hrs for 3 consecutive days straight=Almost break my leg !! However it was fun to be will working buddies. They are all lovely ppl which make work much more enjoyable. Too bad tai boon was not here today to work with us . ITS ALL GIRLS TEAM TODAY ! MUhaha.

Ps: thanks alot Taufig. What you said do make some sense now. You are one really great friend. Thanks again for providing me with the solution to solve my problem.Understood what u have meant by letting it be. It does help alot and I really enjoy devoting my time on my work XD. I will be all right in no time. SO dun worry abt me.

job hunt

2009-12-01T06:53:00.000-08:00

Today went to Job hunt with Alex at Suntec City. MAnage to get one at one of the shop but have to wait for the audition result on sunday to double confirm...I guess after hearing i will be going oversea on 23-27 Dec will scare them off ba. Haiz.Its ok, at least i get the working experience. After that met up with steph after her work to go shopping. We shop until our legs wan to break. MUHAHA. SHe is so lucky to get 2 pair of slippers for 10 bucks in rubi. Did quite alot of funny things during the shopping trip muhaha. Its was sure an enjoyable day. Was in love for this song called Permanent by David Cook for today. ( thanks Alex for introducing it to me)

Lyrics for it :
Is this the moment where
I look you in the eye?
Forgive my
broken promise that you`ll never see me cry
And everything
It will surely change
Even if I tell you I won`t go away today

Will you think that you`re all alone
When no one`s there to hold your hand?
And all you know seems so far away
And everything is temporary
Rest your head
I`m permanent

I know he`s living in hell
Every single day
And so I ask, oh God
Is there some way for me to take his place?
And when they say it`s all touch and go
I wish I could make it go away

But still you say
Will you think that you`re all alone
When no one`s there to hold your hand?
When all you know seems so far away
And everything is temporary
Rest your head
I`m permanent
I`m permanent

Is the moment where I look you in the eye?
Forgive my promise that you`ll never see me cry...

MOoDy

2009-11-27T05:13:00.000-08:00

Was feeling pretty moody during the late evening. I leg was cut by something and I did not even realised until a passerby told me i was bleeding. I think my heart and soul is experience a greater pain than that ba. Things are definitely getting out of hands and becoming more complicated than usual. How i wish i can turn back the time to correct those things that need to be corrected. Hence we can all avoid this mistake from happening. As a saying goes “There are things that we never want to let go of, people we never want to leave behind. But keep in mind that letting go isn’t the end of the world, it’s the beginning of a new life.”

Prom Night

2009-11-23T18:38:00.000-08:00

Wahha... Yesterday was GVSS prom night. Everyone look so different when they put on make ups and stuff. Almost could not recognise some of them .

Here are some of the videos for the night:

O LEVEL HAS ENDED

2009-11-17T06:16:00.000-08:00

13 NOv:

Immediately after chemistry MCQ paper, when to meet wan peng and went shopping together at Far East. SAw alot of dresses. in the end she got hers and i cant find mine. After staying there for nearly6 hrs we decided to return back to the East. After that i continue to shop at bugis alone to check out some of the new things. However I have found nothing haiz....

14 NOv:

Went to JBP for my 2nd last duty. After that went back to Downtown to search for jobs and pass time. At ard 7pm, went to danny party. Quite enjoyable but was raining quite heavily.Did not successfully throw danny in to the pool but i have found out another method of playing tick tac toes.... By using chicken wings. Clinton and I uses it. haah
15 NOv:

Went to JBP for my LAST DUTY ! I am super happy finally can stop travelling to Boon Lay for a while le.Yeah. After went to bugis to have lunch with wei ling then chitchat alittle and off we go back home.

16 NOv:

Meet ALex and Wuan yi at bugis to shop for prom dresses... wuan yi successfully got hers and i have yet to find one. OMG its so hard to find one suitable one omg.... HELP!!!!!!

17 NOv:

Today went back to school for council retreat. extremely different from the previous years retreat. Much more relax this time round. We went to sentosa to do sand castle building and the zip line. Unfortunately it started to rain and left the seniors could not get to play the zip line. Sob. Along with Mr Yang too. Though he said that he was relieved to not get to go... but i believed that he has the same feeling as us . DYING TO GO DO IT !!!! have to drag him along next time when we go there again muhaha

resist resist and resist

2009-11-09T19:16:00.000-08:00

Wat a tiring day... Finally cleared finish all my secondary stuffs. ITS ALOT !!!!!! I guess i have to occupy myself with things ... so that i wont not have to think of so many complicated stuff. wonder how long i will take to finall start anew .... haiz

this is the picture of my pile of notes:

O level ending soon

2009-11-08T04:23:00.000-08:00

Ha! Finally ! Two more papers left. Finally able to have the time to think of the issue i have holded back for 1 month+. Not a very good one actually. That are many small details to take note of and some major decision to be made.. Wonder well if i be able to settle this alone without repeating history again. OMG

Does it matter ??

2009-09-09T06:01:00.000-07:00

Woke up pretty late today and laid on my bed for another 15 mins before getting up to finish my maths hw. [ There is plenty more i have yet to finish] I am impressed with myself for the speed my brain is functioning within the 15 mins on my bed. plenty of questions started to pop out like shooting stars and majority of it related to the conversation she and i have yesterday night. TO be honest i am still in doubt whether i have truly learnt to be independent anot. That goal of mine seems so near but yet looked so far away from me.I was pondering about the question she has asked me yesterday night " are you sure not ? ni ke yi ma?" and I began to stumble. To me she is a very important friend of mine that i am so afraid to lose it because i feel that only when i am near her i am able to be meself again , without putting up a mask to hide my emotions nor carry any responsibility. However i do fear of such feeling too. It like putting my own happiness first without thinking of the other party. After knowing Ther for approxi. 1 year, I realised that she is a very sensible person. Sometime too sensible already and others with then took advantage of this personality of hers and bring sorrow to her life instead. Probably i am one of them too.Hope that you can forgive me...I am a person that have to learn it the hard way and then i will realised my mistakes. So to me the past few days was really a hell for me.I have to learn the fundamental skills before i can finally stand up on my own. I am really clueless about what kind of relationship we shared... that will remain as a mystery i guess. Hope that after the next 1 month or 2 i can really give the relationship a name. Muhaha Like what the motivation workshop said:

" I can do it THEN I must do it."

" There is no failure but learning experience"

Thus i hope that we will treat this as a learning experience and continue to move on. I am grateful that she has helped me to move on and let go of majority of my past.Not only that I am certain that she has helped many others as well. Just that she did not realised. I am blessed to meet her and i hope that she will find her true happiness in the nearing future.

Today when to gym to work out with Li Ling. SO HAPPY MANAGE TO LOSE 2 KG within one week But still far from my ideal weight. sigh* After that went to eat noodles and i manage to finish one whole big bowl of it. But luckily when i come back home to weight its still the same. phew! guess that i will never be ablt to resist FOOD! XD

Afther that went to shop... Never did that for a long time already muhaha. Feeling super guilty now for not studying. Tonight going to cheong already !

New experience

2009-09-06T08:29:00.000-07:00

Today went to bird park for CIP. Plenty tourist came to visit the birds and the three of us have to talk to so many of them. The experience was great and we realised that all the tourist and local people are very friendly and willing listen to our explanations. After that me and wei lin went to create our one and only cake. Extremely fun and cheap too. We get to deco the cake using our own creativity and the cake tasted very nice... plan to make one for my grandmother on her birthday this saturday. hehe

8th day have passed....

Other than that she and I have not been talking on phone for the past whole week. I find it super amazing because normally i would not be able to take it and will be the one who will call over first. muhaha. Not bad i like it this way XD start to count down to o level le 48 days left. All the best to you and hope that u will score with flying colours.

2009-09-04T08:11:00.000-07:00

6th days have passed....
The urge to call her was gone and easier to endure now. Althought after today workshop, the urge became stronger but unfortunately i forget the number and was too lazy to search for it when i reached home. I have learnt so much things today. The power of words is really an amazing thing. It will not only change the perceptive of how u think but also motivates u to reach for ur goals. ......So people lets work hard together and strive for o level. 50 days left jia you

yuppy

2009-09-02T04:07:00.001-07:00

TODAY IS THE END OF PRELIM !

3rd day

2009-09-01T06:36:00.000-07:00

3rd day has passed...

Muhaha... Manage to find something to distract myself... and that is GAMES ! Gosh have been playing games almost the whole day! pretty guilty for not studying. Having Amaths Paper 2 and phy/bio Paper 1 2mr.... Gosh. hope that i can keep this up and get distracted. Hope that i will not be interupted and break my momemtum. Resist resist resist ! but any way have erase all contacts...muhahaha. Going , have to, got to, must be going to, should be able to forget about her and start all over again ! must must must must jia you :)

First day without chatting on phone

2009-08-30T06:46:00.000-07:00

1st day without her.....

Has been raining since morning, trapped in my shell too afraid to move out.Think of numerous things today, good brain exercise though. Lifes going to be tougher for me right now. Got to deal a completely new thing and come out with new soloution to it. She was part of my life already and i all of sudden i was gasping for air. At the thought of erasing all the mermories of her , almost make me suffocate at this instant. It definitely takes time and determination to wait for the next oxygen tank. Wonder how long i am going to wait for it... hopefully it will arrive in time before its too late...

PRelim ending soon

2009-08-28T11:30:00.000-07:00

Hey Hey Hey ! Finally is Friday ! DO not have to stay up late to study muhaha. Went out with Li Ling today and watch THE Proposal. Not bad the show was humourous but alittle sexual reference. After that went to have peaceful dinner at Whitesand.

weird

2009-08-28T03:04:00.000-07:00

come across this thingy in one wedsite:

31 ways to make a girl smile

Tell her she is beautiful
Hold her hand at any moment … even if its ust for a second.
Hug her from behind
Leave her voice messages to wake up to.
Wrestle with her
Don’t go hang out with you ex when she is not with you, you might not relize how badly it hurts her.
If youre talking to another girl, when you’re done talking, walk over and hug her and kiss her….let her know she’s yours and they aren’t.
Write her notes or call her just to say “hi”
Introduce her to your friends … as your girlfriend.
Play with her hair.
Pick her up (she loves it)
Get upset if another guy touches her and she doesn’t like it
Make her laugh
Let her fall asleep in your arms.
If she’s mad at you, kiss her.
If you care about her, then TELL HER
Every guy should give their girl 3 things: a stuffed animal (she’ll hug it every time she goes to sleep), jewelry (she’ll treasure it forever), and one of her t-shirts (she’ll most likely wear it to bed) or sweatshirts sprayed with her cologne!! and flowers or something occasionally.
Treat her the same around your friends as you do when you’re alone.
Look her in the eyes and smile.
Hang out with her on weekends
Kiss her in the rain (girls love this)
Kiss her just for the heck of it
If your listening to music, let her listen too.
Remember her birthday and get her something, even if its’n simple and inexpensive, it came from YOU. it means all the world to HER.
When she gives you a present on your birthday, Christmas, or just whenever, take it and tell her you love it, even if you don’t (it’ll make her happy.)
Always call her when you say you will, it may not seem like it, but it does hurt her and makes her think you don’t care so call even if you can only talk for a minute. Girls don’t necessarily have to have hour long conversations every night but its nice for us to hear your voice even for a quick hello.
Give her wat she wants
Recognize the small things … they usually mean the most.
Don’t hug her friends or your friends that are girls cause she’ll feel left out.
Hang out with her whenever you are free and u should be free to hang wit your girl friend all the time
If u care about her…SHOW her!

EXAM WEEK ( PRELIM)

2009-08-22T08:55:00.000-07:00

Hey Hey Hey ! BAck ! Got back my Chinese Result back ! Score an A1 ! wahoo... ! But then i still have other subjects to worry about. Its ok gotta work even harder now. all the way all the way ! Good luck to all my peers as well. yea! today went to sent leo aunti back to surubaya. going to miss her too :( after that me and leo went to coffee cub to study. Not really effective but manage to study alittle hehe Took alot of funny photos on our way back XD

Exams are coming!

2009-08-10T06:52:00.000-07:00

Wah haha ! Prelims is near the corner ! Chiong Ah! gotta score as high as possible ! ( But i doubt i will la) This week might be the release of CHinese o level results ! Very Nervous and I AM SUPER DUPER WORRIED ! Gosh ! Hope that i will score well ! So fast O level is coming already ! Counting down!

stupid feeling

2009-07-30T04:04:00.000-07:00

Hey I am back ! recently been busy studying. Left 3 months already ! gosh quite worried ! but still able to enjoy myself abit ba. went to watch HARRY POTTER last week. Not that bad but the book is better. Feeling abit weird now. I did i am really overly dependent on it le ba. its so hard to dettach from it. and it just force me to dettach all of the sudden ! " remember not to be over dependent " Gosh ! u really think i can do it i dun think so. Yet u told me u will not repeat history ... apparently u did ! its exactly the same ! u liar , you give me ur words ! nevermind from this very moment i will not ever learnt to trust anyone already ! thank alot ! U AND ME ARE NO LONGER WHAT IT USED TO ME ! EVERYTHING CHANGE TOTALLY !

DPA

2009-07-10T07:25:00.000-07:00

Hey hey hey.... Blogging time! this few weeks were filled with MOCK Exams !! tired !

tough decision

2009-06-24T01:52:00.000-07:00

Hi Hi... today the weather was great. Rain rain rain... starting from today till next week tuesday night 11.25pm i will be experience something I have fear in.. something i thought i will never get to experience , something i am curious about ...... It seems like i am in a long long dream now. And in this dream, there are many voices surrounding me , asking the same questions " is this what i really want?'' " If not, is it fair to ppl who are involved in it ?" " if yes, will you able to conque your fear? can you trust again ? " " if not you might end up hurting ppl " . I really do know how a i going to answer on next tuesday.... Gosh this is tougher than Exams. Could all this feeling been temporarily ? I seriously do not know......someone please help me !

Movie - Ghost of girl friend past

2009-06-23T02:26:00.000-07:00

Hey hey... today went to school for english rememdial. Super boring till i fell asleep. Yawn* After tat went tp Ehu with Wuan Yi to watch ghost of girlfriend past. Not bad actually quite adorable hehe.

Stir feeling

2009-06-22T21:51:00.000-07:00

Today i felt that my whole world is changing; Confuse , Anxious , Angry , Emotional. that was how i felt .Never had i experience it before. Never thought that someone would actually stir up my feeling and make me reflect on my life. It kept me thinking the whole day and night. NO one have actually say that to me before. It was the first time in my whole 16 years on Earth. Feeling like a dumb dumb right now. You have let me experience back what i have avoid for years......do not know whether should i thank you or not . Life is complicated !

a lesson learn

2009-06-21T21:37:00.000-07:00

A great lesson to be learnt ....
Follow Your Heart

Billy loved Katie with all his heart. But he never told a Single soul. Katie secretly loved him too. But she thought she would never have a chance with him. Billy asked his friends what they think of her and his friends thought she was gay. They didn't like her at all. So Billy just went along with them. They all made fun of her and made her feel really bad. Katie was so upset.
One day they followed her home from school making fun of her the whole way home. Once she got inside her house she dropped to the floor cringe. She had a crush on Billy since 3rd grade. She didn't know what to do. When Billy got home he felt real bad about what he had done. So he decided to go to Katie's house to tell her he was sorry and that he really loves her.
When he got there he knocked on the door no one answered.
The door was open so he walked in. He walked into the living room and found Katie lying dead on the floor. She had slit her wrists. Billy was so up set . He knew it was his fault she killed her self. And now he could never tell her how he really felt.
The lesson of this story is: Don't wait to until the last minute to tell someone how you really feel. Because it just might be too late. And don't always go by what your friends say, follow your heart

A Painful Regret

10th grade
As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so called"best friend". I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine. But she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it.
After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and handed them to her. She said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
11th grade
The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep.
She looked at me, said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
Senior year
The day before prom she walked to my locker. "My date is sick" she said; he's not going to go well, I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together just as "best friends". So we did. Prom night, after everything was over, I was standing at her front door step! I stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she isn't think of me like that, and I know it. Then she said "I had the best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
Graduation Day
A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, "you're my best friend, thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
A Few Years Later
Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married now. I watched her say "I do" and drive off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn`t see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said "you came!". She said "thanks" and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
Funeral
Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my "best friend". At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read:
I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me!
I wish I did too... I thought to my self, and I cried.

My Musical Boy

A boy walked into a CD storeand saw a girl behind the counter.
She smiled and he thought it was the most beautiful smile he has ever seen before and wanted to kiss her right there.
He said "Uh... Yeah... Umm... I would like to buy a CD." He picked one out and gave her money for it.
"Would you like me to wrap it for you?" she asked, smiling her cute smile again.
He nodded and she went to the back.
She came back with the wrapped CD and gave it to him. He took it and walked out of the store. He went home and from then on, he went to that store everyday and bought a CD, and she wrapped it for him. He took the CD home and put it in his closet. He was still too shy to ask her out and he really wanted to but he couldn't. His mother found out about this and told him to just ask her.
So the next day, he took all his courage and went to the store. He bought a CD like he dideveryday and once again she went to the back of the store and came back with itwrapped. He took it and when she wasn't looking, he left his phone number on the desk and ran out...
!!!RRRRRING!!!
The mother picked up the phone and said, "Hello?"
It was the girl!!! She asked for the boy and the mother started to cry and said, "You don'tknow? He passed away yesterday...
" The line was quiet except for the cries of the boy's mother. Later in the day. The motherwent into the boy's room because she wanted to remember him. She thought shewould start by looking at his clothes. So she opened the closet. She was face to face with piles and piles and piles of unopened CDs. She was surprised to find all those CDs and shepicked one up and sat down on the bed and she started to open one.
Inside, there was a CD and as she took it out of the wrapper, out fell a piece of paper. Themother picked it up and started to read it.
It said: Hi... I think you are really cute. Do you wanna go out with me? Love, Jacelyn
The mother opened another CD...
Again there was a piece of paper. It said: Hi... I think you are really cute. Do you wanna go outwith me? Love, Jacelyn.

* if you guys are interested to know more storys, click on this link:
http://www.yourlifehappiness.com/love_lovestory.html

wo the tian

2009-06-17T05:55:00.001-07:00

STUDY THE WHOLE DAY !

tired of homework

2009-06-16T07:25:00.000-07:00

Today went to school early in the morning for Amaths remedial. Study for nearly 4 hrs straight. After the remedial , i went to TM with Chelsa and Melody for shopping( simply cannot resist the temptation =D ) , at the same time wait for Li Ling and her sister. When Li Ling came, we walked practically the whole Tampines 1 and Centuay Square. Without getting what we wanted we decided to go to bugis instead. Shop for nearly 30 mins and we got hungry. Head to the food junction to fill our tummy and restore energy for shopping. Li Ling ate alot today as though she did not eat for days and finished it within mins, Incredible indeed ...

And i found out that me and her sis look alittle a like ...hehe

Scary

2009-06-12T05:51:00.001-07:00

Today went to school for Amaths lesson, Miss chew was kind of cute today too hehe so it make the lesson very enjoyable. After spending 4 hours in the V cube room doing Amaths, miss chew finally decided to let us off before the alarm rang haha. Then Adibah, Marissa and I went to TM food Culture for lunch; Li ling joined as well . After that went to watch movie at cathy . Omg the atmosphere even intense... but it was worth the money anyway. After the show , me and Li Ling went to some place to check out then its time to go back home...

* Its Recommended to those who like Horror Movie

Hi Hi

2009-06-07T00:41:00.000-07:00

Yo i am back! Its the start of my JUNE holiday but ......then Still have to go back to school almost every week !!! plus i have lose the momentum in studying now ! OMG zao gao le ! hi i think i will be like this baby in the picture below for now

Yesterday ... went to Jurong Bird Park with wei lin at 8.45 AM then go for jeremy ong birthday BBQ for 5 mins then went for dinner with her then go home.

Results were back

2009-05-23T06:26:00.000-07:00

This Week marks the end of my MId year exams .Which means getting back results as well... Omg My results were like thrash in the dustbin.

English = C5

MT = A2 XD

E Maths = C6

A Maths = E8

Humanities = A2 XD

Chemistry = D7

Combine Science = ?

Luckily still manage to score 2 distinction. The rest will have to work even harder to achieve it. i still believe that as long as i practice more i will be able to work towards my goal of scoring 10 points for my O level... Perhaps i might want to try DPA ba... will lighten up my load at least ba if they accept me =) Btw MT intensive really is tiring! everyday will have to stay back for 2h 30 mins to finish MT papers. Killing alot of my brain cells! Hopefully it will pay off ....A1

Exams going to be over soon !

2009-05-16T01:12:00.001-07:00

Yup ....Majority of my exams have finish especially those big suject like chemistry, biology , social studies and history. I have did my best for every papers although most of them were last min studies. I am amaze with myself that i did not even sleep for one day just to study my bio...Good Jod girl ! Yesterday went out for dinner with wei lin and we have met alot of greenviewan... then went to the pasa malam to play bumper car. It was pretty enjoyable and will recommend to those who want a good massage. ard 9.45pm we head back home... As i was on my way home i have reflect on what i have done for the past few months. Did nothing exciting but kept on studying... For once i find that study is so enjoyable even though its tough. haha and i realised tat friendship does not come easily. One willl have to put in effort to maintain it and build a basic trust between each other. Thanks to one of my close friend, he had taught me about trust, respect and accept one another weaknesses. To be frank, i did look down on my friends before and felt inferior to some. I have always been looking around for security. But why must i keep on finding ? Some of them have already sincerely show it to me. So why cant i accept it ? Maybe is my nature already ba... I am immune by it. Fortuntely i have these four close friends of mine, Wuan Yi Adibah, Chor Hong, Nicholas Bouy whom are always there for me when i need them .Really thanks alot.

Ps: To wei Lin,

Ya i know it tough to survive in a competitive world. I know that u are able to pull through three years there. Believe in urself , do things that will benefit yourself instead of others. Compete with yourself and not others. Take constant breaks , dun cheong too much k... If u need sum one to play bumper car with you do call me .... hehe XD

study study study

2009-05-09T23:56:00.000-07:00

Today woke up early in the morning at 5 am cuz of the loud thunder sound. After that continue with my sleep and i have a ver weird dream... i dreamt that i could not finish my o levels paper in time and when i got back my results i score a total of 30 points ! it crushes me so badly! thank goodness my alarm clock rang and woke me up. Truely pray that non of the things i dreamt will be coming true. seriously i do not want that to happen. Then in the afternoon tuition all the way and now i have just finish revising chemistry chapter 18 -speed of reaction. DYING real soon ... still have one last topic to go through after that will continue on my ten years series. Haiz i still have biology and history that i have yet complete revising... will wake up 2mr morning to study ba... now on my way to bed le... super tired now bb cya again

2nd mid year paper

2009-05-08T05:15:00.000-07:00

Today was my 2nd mid year papers, social studies and english p2. I was kind of reluctant to wake up in the early morning to do revise but it does pay off... It came out for my social study paper and i was kind of relief as i do not pay much attention to that particular chapter and focus on chapter 3 -Venice. It was also my first time in my upper secondary life that i have finish my English and SS paper on time! I was pretty amaze by it. Hm..... Its a good Start ! Ha After the paper, me,Wuan Yi and her classmates when to watch movie. We occupied 3 rows in the cinema. It was my first time going out with so many girls . Out of 20+ of us only 4 are girls. Stilll i enjoy alot from it . Hehe

Mid year exams 09 coming soon

2009-05-06T05:35:00.000-07:00

The actually mid year coming real soon. 1 more day left and i have yet complete my revision. wonder what should i do now? Too much things to study already, making me feeling breatheless and suddenly have a thought of jumpng off the building. Just when i was about to do anything foolish, some incredible flashback suddenly appear in my mind. Image of my friends and ppl whom care for me smiling at me in my mermories. This seriously make me think twice before i did it... Thanks alot guys! if not i will not be here blogging. Ha

My New WOrld

2009-05-05T05:16:00.000-07:00

Hi blog.. this is my first time blogging here... in the future i will be telling my stories to you and will will not be known until my mid year finish hehee